Im just venting but I just cant get it! Me I have 18 million things that need done some wanta do projects that if I just got rid of them it wouldn't matter you guys know the type of projects I mean! So between my projects my 10 hour plus day job and my crop farming and the fact im getting married in two months and the fact the future mrs. wants kids asasp! My head spins all day everyday to the point some may think im just miserable sob! So when I talk to some other people I know especially one close friend who is in the same boat I am at this point in life! He has no care in the world when or if his projects get done how his crops look if he makes a nickel or not farming if his truck looks like crap or what his equipment looks or runs like! And hes as happy as a pig and poop! I don't understand why I let all this get to me and some people don't have a care in the world on what they accomplish in life! maybe I look at life wrong guess we all came into the world empty handed and were all gonna leave empty handed! So why to try so hard! well is suppose time to go do something constructive!